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Rebel-returnee-granted-unconditional-amnesty. A certified carnivore. Worshipper. Rockstarlet. Engineer. Loves to peer into souls. Insomniac. Wanderer. Feeds on music. Jazzer!
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Entries for May, 2004

May 11th, 2004

I... Live... Agaiiiin....

Posted by wulfgar at 07:41 PM on May 11, 2004.

I was supposed to write something about my trip to Bolinao, Pangasinan, but I figured the story's already cold and all, so I'm gonna forget it instead. I just didn't have enough time to write (or surf the net).

However, I was able to upload new pictures in my gallery last week. In case you haven't checked it out yet, two new albums were added. One is all about my Bolinao trip and the other is about my baptism.

It has been a hectic, hectic week.

My church finally bought a k-hon and I get to bring it home with me. It's so cool.

I have to go. More later. Sigh. No rest for the wicked, indeed.

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May 12th, 2004

Erase and Rewind

Posted by wulfgar at 08:01 PM on May 12, 2004.

Have you heard this song yet? It has one of the most mesmerizing grooves I have ever heard.

by The Cardigans

Hey..
What did you hear me say?
You know the difference it makes
What did you hear me say?
Yes,I said it's fine before
But I don't think so no more
I said it's fine before

I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
I've changed my mind

So...
Where did you see me go?
It's not the right way, you know
Where did you see me go?
No...
It's not the light, oh no
I just don't want it to grow
It's not the light, oh no

I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
I've changed my mind

Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
I've changed my mind...

I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...

I've changed my mind...

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May 14th, 2004

What's keeping me off the street these days

Posted by wulfgar at 08:11 PM on May 14, 2004.

Nuendo 2.1. Sheez. What a nerd.

I bought another pirated software compilation devoted entirely to digital audio applications. Several hundred other compilations with utterly useless software in it clutter my workspace, but I never learn. This one, however, is a true gem.

It had Steinberg WaveLab 4.0 in it (but I already ripped it from a friend previously), Fruity Loops 4.1 (the .WAV files were unplayable, but I'm not surprised), and Nuendo 2.1 that works!

Nuendo is used for recording and mixing audio files, mostly for music, but people use it for video-audio apps too. My recording chain is still incomplete so I used my old Fruity Loops to generate several tracks of audio. I fooled with this reggae loop fragment I was experimenting with for the past weeks.

Digression: Reggae is soooo entrancing. Been listening to Bob Marley and he is awesome. Get up, stand up. Don't give up the fight. Party on.

I discovered that a multi-band compressor can spell the difference between a boring drum-track and a kick-ass groove. I used to hate reverb but found that, in moderate amounts, it added character and presence to the sound.

I'm learning, one baby step at a time.
oo0oo


If I want to be a good audio engineer I have to be familiar with all sorts of music. I figured I needed an intro to Jazz, so I borrowed several CDs from V. I'll be checking them out this weekend.

No rest for the wicked indeed.

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May 17th, 2004

Sad-Happy-Smooth

Posted by wulfgar at 08:02 PM on May 17, 2004.

I just read an email from a dear friend. Apparently, he and his girlfriend have broken up.

Now that I know, I can't shake away the feeling of sadness. They're both my friends and they have been incredibly good to me. They were (it feels weird using the past tense) a great couple.

Several good years of being together wasn't enough to keep the relationship though. They made a wise choice, I believe. Wise but no less unpalatable, even for me.

oo0oo

I had lunch with a legendary friend yesterday. As expected, all he talked about was the Korean apple of his eye. He's so into her. So I spent most of the hour just listening to him, wearing my grin, eating my German Sausage (which looked slightly obscene, in my opinion).

I'm happy for him.

I do hope that everything works out between him and his girl. He deserves to be happy. And his happiness will surely rub off on me. Besides, he promised to treat me out if everything goes according to plan.

oo0oo

During the weekend I got 5 Jazz CDs from V, a Bob Marley CD from a colleague, and 9 more CDs from a sale in Ortigas.

A simple case of too many CDs, so little time.

I got this particular gem at the CD sale: Apocalyptica Plays Metallica with 4 Cellos. Words fail me as I attempt to describe this album. You have to hear it.

oo0oo

The Jazz CDs I got from V were excellent. The one by Incognito was simply awesome.

While listening I wondered why I wasn't into Jazz before. After a few hours of introspection I realized that Jazz was too easy to like. It was clean and deliberate, (probably) leading me to think of it as sterile. Rock (grunge in particular) had an innate rawness and roughness that appealed to me, at least, that's how I rationalized it.

Jazz is too smooth.

But right now I'm thinking, smooth ain't so bad after all.

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May 25th, 2004

My Weekend (for lack of a better title)

Posted by wulfgar at 06:33 PM on May 25, 2004.

This last weekend was good.

Saturday:
My day started at around 12 noon. I had to wake up and go to the boarding house to get my guitar. The one at GCF North was absolutely hopeless and I suggested that our guitarist use mine instead. Practice for the next day's worship was set to start at 2PM. I arrived at 230. Not bad, all things considered.

Unfortunately, our guitarist didn't make it so we thought it was useless to practice without him. We did agree to meet for practice that day for his benefit (the rest of the team already knew their respective parts). V, I think, had enough of playing the keys so she picked up the bass. I had just then finished restringing my own guitar. After teaching her the basic bass notes, I cranked up the Fender's overdrive (which was excellent, by the way), and the two of us jammed 'I Can't Get No Satisfaction' by the Rolling Stones. I thought it romantic, in a perverse sort of way.

We had bible study shortly after that. That was fun too. The other members of the group found it hilarious that I had a hairbrush with me. V asked me to brush my hair this way and that, even suggested that I shave my head. I, of course, gave her a quick no. I mean, I like her, but not that much. Yet. So she had to settle with my hair brushed over my face ala Oasis. A wasn't used to my dry wit and asked me if I was really like that. She said I seemed restless, a far cry from my usual quiet self. I answered that being quiet is not my natural state, that what they were witnessing that evening was closer to the real me.

I went to fetch my sister at the office afterwards and found the reason why they were having a hard time creating their reports: insufficient computer memory. Imagine running WinXP and Word with only 128 MB of RAM! I wondered how they were able to do any work at all! So I junked some of their PCs and transferred some memory to their main PC. The printer immediately started spewing documents. It was past 12AM by then so I told my sister that we were going home right at that moment. We were both in bed by 1AM. I have less than 5 hours of sleep left before the big day.

Sunday:
It was a good thing that I had 2 alarm clocks set 30 minute intervals since I woke up later than I was supposed to. My sis and I arrived at GCF at around 745 for the finishing touches. We played for 2 services that morning and it went well, except for a couple of minor glitches. There was one unforgettably funny episode with V's keyboard playing. But that's another story.

After lunch we stole into one of the church's upper rooms. There we took a 30 minute catnap, kinda like when we were kids. Only this time we didn't need any parent to force us into siesta. We were practically begging for it that afternoon. The nap did us good and refreshed us for the final service later that day.

I rushed home after the afternoon service to go to my friend's place. They were celebrating the end of their mourning period (babang-luksa). It had been a year since her mother died during childbirth. So I got there and she fed me lots, and I mean lots. She even packed some more in a paper bag for me to bring home. We talked about our current problems, her boyfriend, V, our parents and all the troubles they were causing us. We ended the night in prayer.

Yes, I think it was good. Thank you Lord.

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