Day Thirteen
Posted by wulfgar at 01:06 PM on January 15, 2008.
Well, that's over and done with, the Laying of the Cards.
I found myself muttering, during a period of mutual silence, "Now, that wasn't so bad." Of course I sort of knew that already, having been assured by Him. It's just amazing, you know, when after days of dreading something, you find yourself in the middle of it and discover that everything is gonna turn out all right after all.
It's the coolest feeling in the world.
What happens after yesterday is still a question mark. I'm not worried though. After last night, I basically surrendered and let go of whatever control I may have wanted to retain. Without this weight on my shoulder, I'm now free to fly into the shelter of His arms.
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J was right. I did choose well.
I never thought that something so unnerving (for me at least) can be done with such poise and grace. I felt neither awkward or morose afterwards. We were even laughing at some points, you and I. I think it has a lot to do with how flawlessly you took it.
You didn't give me any promises, but it doesn't matter. Your kindness, your charity, is more than enough.
With all my heart, I thank you.
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